Being with you....

Being with you in the same room...
my heart just broke apart.....
knowing we use to be so great together....
but i try to pretend....
i try to lie....
cause telling your girlfriend how you feel....
can destroy everything....
she knows you don't feel good....
she knows your pain....
she has no choice....
but to leave you....
and say she not ready....
i hated myself for what i done....
i hated myself for what i sayed...
i wish she could have gave me one more chance....
but....
she feels weird around me....
she doesn't feel happy....
does that mean?
all this time....
you were pretending to be OK?
so i would feel bad....
am sorry for what i done....
am sorry for what i sayed...
am sorry....