Alone

Each day when i put on my fake smile
its getting harder and harder to ignore
all this pain continuing to pile
id do anything to make the hurt stop
each time im lifted from my sadness
its not long before i begin to drop
is this really the way life should be?
its getting almost impossible to ignore
all this hurt you just keep causing me
i try not to think about everything inside
im trying just to forget it all
but its just way too hard to hide
am i the only one that feels this way?
am i the only one going through this same thing
every single day?
i always find my self asking if im alone ...and why?
am i the only one that comes home each night
just to break down and cry?
ill just keep acting happy, as sturdy as stone
but inside i cant help but wonder
am i really all alone?