Out of My Mind

Sometimes I ask myself,
Am I going out of my mind?
Will this pain go away over night?

I be praying...and praying.

That is it though...
I won't keep crying to the sky.
I won't,
I won't keep asking god why.

I just need to know,
if anyone can here me?
I just want to know,
will anyone come save me?
Or will I have to save myself?
All I ask is for a little help...

I'm screaming,
and why doesn't any one know?
My soul is shaking,
but no one seems to notice me go.

I'm going out of my mind.

Ohh, If only I could press rewind,
if only I could go back in time.

But then,
that's when it all comes to me.
Why would I want that, if there is not much good to see.

I've gone through so much pain,
that even if I could go back,
My life would still never be the same.

It's like a scar,
It's like a permanent stain.
I can't stop this ache :(
thats what I mostly hate.

I've been torn inside out,
broken in the mind
trying to get rid of myself.

Do miracles exist?

I can't do much,
but move forward,
If I don't

death is where I will be toward...