I killed him

Don't ever think that its not your fault
when you don't know for sure.
i have never felt so terrible in my life

he wanted to marry me
and he wanted to have kids with me
and he cared so much for me
and he loved me

then i did something stupid
and i hurt him
forcing our relationship to be over
i broke his heart
tore it into a million pieces
then threw it into the trash

i feel like i should die for doing this
because i feel like i killed him.
killed his soul,
his spirit,
broke his heart

and theres absolutely nothing i can do about it
because now its over
and all i can say is I'm sorry i killed you