Knife

Today has sucked
I don't know why
All the feelings I have make me want to cry
I'm so tired and feel so bad
I never have been so sad
I didn't know I could feel this way
I wish it was impossible for me to say
I JUST WANT TO END MY LIFE HERE
I am sick of all these tears
I take my knife and start to cut
I am bleeding bad, now what?
I want to die quick and fast
But I know the pain will just last
I see the kinfe all bloody now
I put it away and wonder how
I got like this
It is something I would never wish
Even upon my own worst enemy
But wait, I just realized thats me