Why am i still here?
why am i still breathing?
why don't i just hold my breath?
hoping that my heart will beat one more time
the knife gets closer to my heart
it begins to beat faster
hoping the knife
will pierce my soul
my blood runs cold
everything goes black
the hearing stops
and screams of pain and suffering begin
you fall to the ground
your face becomes pale
your lifeless body
covered in blood
no one knows
that i am dead
thats the way
i imagined it
