Never Forget

Its a bit jumpy and stoppy, starty. Please read tho.

A tear stained face, reflects back from the mirror,
A mask torn from its roots in the back of my head,
The feelings didn't go away, they didn't even fade,
Even though i told you all about the old scars i had made,
And how no more of the red torn skin and the soothing slits,
They would no longer be needed my life is better, its,
No it's not you ignorant uncaring friends,
You think she's happy, but my heart doesn't mend,
Though one of you always is there and checks,
You know when I'm down, my feelings, out they're let,
More torn marks and scraping skin they're coming back to me,
They've haunted my thoughts, brought me back to my tools, glittering blades i see,
Refracted through glistening tears of pain are the drops of blood from my eyes,
Through my breaking heart you see the love and all the hidden cries,
The ones you saw as nothing when i silently cry for aid,
All you do is sit and stare at the things over which you think I'm dismayed,
Help doesn't come from hugs and kisses and it'll be alright,
It comes in the form of the I'm here for you, I'm with you in this dying fight,
It's the one that's with me and says if i die,
I won't be the only one, together we'll cry,
We lived together so together we die,
All of you will wonder why,
But as we cry, sharing tears,
Telling of pains we've felt through the years,
Silently sitting and planning our deaths,
We leave you this note, you shall never forget.

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