I feel nothing
but the winds of depression
raping around me like a boa constrictor squeezing the life out of its pray
i can hardly breath
my friends don’t care
they are letting me drowned
my family does not realize that i am turning purple
everything is turning bleary
the only thing i see is the blackness of my life
i wake up to find glass wall surrounding me
my life a show for everyone to watch
there are chains on my wrists, ankles, and neck
connected to them is the weight from my problems
they are crushing my insides
this pain is unbearable
i can’t take it any more
i use the little strength i have left to grad a chain
i throw it against the wall
it breaks into a million pieces
a take a knife sharp piece
put it against my chest
a river of blood is flowing right out of my wrist
the last six words i utter are
good bye to this cruel world
