Fighting

I don't know why,
I even try,
to live the life i live.
I need a place of silent rest,
An a few moments of peace.
Everyone is always fighting,
They never seem to care,
that other people live near here,
and are probably really scared.
I have my own problems,
But they don't really care,
My family is so torn up right now,
Everyone is yelling,
Thats why I'm in my room,
With my music blaring,
Trying to drown out the screams,
I am sitting here almost crying,
Thinking of all the things I've lost,
My sister Nikki's leaving soon,
But mom just threw her out.
The yelling is driving me insane,
Like demons are possessing me.
someone help me stop the fighting,
before i walk off the edge.
I'm standing at the Cliff and looking down,
should i just try,
try to make like worth while?
someone hear my cry for help.
i need some help to find the answer.so I'll know what to do.