Thoughts of suicide

The thoughts of suicide
repeating in her head
made it seem like the only way
the only way she would find out
if they ever cared
but when she held the gun to her head
she realized no one noticed
and then she wondered
if they would even notice
if she pulled the trigger
so she pulled it
before she changed her mind
and she fell onto the ground
everyone turned around
to see what had happened
blood was everywhere
and the gun still in her hand
and all they did was cry
while she lay there and died
but at her funeral
only one tear fell
from her own eyes
cause she found the truth
behind all the lies
they never really cared
they were all just f-ing fakes