If i hadnt fought

If i hadn't fought you then i may be at home eating food
but instead i am being fed by tubes
i spoke dirty words
alot of people heard
you punched me in the back
and then i went and attacked
it was a bad for me
and you raised your foot too my face and smack into my teeth
I'm sitting in the hospital
wishing i were in a place tropical
but i am told i wont live thought the night
and they were right
i died that night all because i fought
at least i wasn't shot
its all over for me i should not tell
that I'm waiting here at the gates of hell