My Artificial Happiness

by Liss   Jun 27, 2003


Some days I find myself trying to be happy by pretending to be.
I sit there and laugh,
Hide behind my fake smile.
No one will ever know.

I'm in a daze, staring off into space.
Too much lurks in my mind.
The tears build up,
But I hold them in. In fear that someone will sense my unhappiness,
and they will disapprove.
Sympathy, I can live without.
I live my life in the future.
My superstitious ways give me hope.
~Maybe if i wish on that star tonight
my wishes will finally come true~

My peace of mind comes when I sleep.
***I wish I could sleep forever***
But just as the rest,
That wish wont be granted.
So I will continue my life in artificial happiness.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Ciao Bella

    Good poem

  • 17 years ago

    by christin

    I really liked your poem, i think that everyone feels this way at a point of time.
    loved it.

  • 17 years ago

    by makenzie

    This poem was beautifully written im sure everybody captured ur emotion,keep writen ~makenzie~

  • 17 years ago

    by xxSilentlyScreamingxx

    Wow...amazing poem, well done.
    You've captured so well how many of us feel, and I think nearly everyone will be able to relate to it in some way.

  • 17 years ago

    by wafaa

    Hi your poem is fantastic it made me cry :s .. cuz i live the same... i try to put my fake smile in my face .. and im regret that now cuz no one deserve it :( thnx for sharing feelings :)