Missing...& Wanting

Something that i can desire
so badly that my worlds on fire
the things i want just from him
are the things he wants... but when

i try to get close and i think that i do
then he says lets just be friends
then i wish i said that i want you
i try so hard to just get close

the guy makes my heart race
when i talk to him i feel goofy and happy

and now that he's with her
i have to wait.... a game of run and chase
as i wait i think a lot of what i did wrong
i tried to tell you but then got scared
i don't want this friendship to end right here

but i want so badly to be in your arms
it makes me happy to just give you a hugg
when i told you that...not even a nudge
the hugges started dieing
as my spirit did too
wishing i could be with you

the things i share with you are real
i wish that you could only feel
or see the way that you treat me
although you say differently

i hear that you liked me
but you don't show it well
i try to spend time with you
and all i get is to be blown off

why do this to someone who cares
you say you love me
but how is that true

when you go to your girl
tears form in my shiny blue eyes
as i wish of ways
that we could be

please comment I've never written anything like this and i don't know this was on top of my head and usually i draft and copy this isn't i think..... i dint know what i think i need help please comment