Good bye my friend

It was late one night and you we sad,
but why did you have to go, i never meant what i said,
i did not wish you were dead.
but now you are and i know it's all my fault, if only i got to you a minute quicker.
you took your life and for what. it was only a stupid fight and now i have to live with it.
knowing I'm the reason your gone. so all i have to say is good bye my friend and see you soon & please know i wish you were still here.

but no need to worry cause i'll be with you soon.
i can't go on with this life.

* this is true it happened 3 days ago