Why?

Why am I like this?
I don’t understand
I really want to be different
But my happiness wont withstand

There’s so many questions
Deep inside my heart
But I never find the answers
It tears me apart

Why am I hurting so much
There are people worse off than me
Why wont it go away?
Cant it just let me be?

It hurts to much
I want all this pain to disappear
Coz everytime I start cry
It makes me not want to be here

I know that people don’t want me to die
And I know that people care
But sometimes
The pain is too much to bare

Time will go by
And hopefully I will change
But one thing I do know
Is that I don’t want these feelings
to stay the same.