The one i truly love (chris wrote this for me)

As i sit in my room
piling my skin to the blood
from head to toe i bleed
as i have images of killing and hurting people
with my blood soaked body.
Mangled and cripple i lay.
people now see me as a beast
for all the pain i gave, they all run in fear
i start to think i will never be saved
so why don't i finish what i started, kill one last soul...
end the monster's poor pitiful life.
one person shall not fear though.
An angel comes into hell's fire,
she looks through the scars and torment.
she helps me through life
washes the beasts blood away with her love
so i try, but fail to return the favor.
an angel that is in hells fire is the one i truly love...
she's loving and caring even to a complete stranger...
i never saw so much beauty,
my angels name is Heather Michelle Craig,
shes the only one i can say i truly love.

my bff and the guy i have been in love with for some time now(not my bf) wrote this for me and i thought it was sweet although a lot of you won't understand it...its ok. i still appreciate any comments and votes. thank you.