Tears rolling down my cheek
i feel so lifeless and weak
i never thought I'd have gone this far
to find out what your true feelings are
i never imagined my life to end this way
a suicide with nothing to say
but.....
i loved you from the start
with no doubt i handed you my heart
i guess i didn't have what you required
because all of my plans backfired
i thought we'd have been together
from just then until forever
but that was not YOUR plan
yours was to take all you can
so now i wonder what it is you were after
if seeing me like this fills you with laughter
laying cold and lonely
with the soul purpose of only
pleasing you
and i mean this to
you love it when i am in plain
leaving me helpless in the rain
my wrists bleeding
the alcohol depleting
my brain cells
in which plots like these dwell
it numbs my thoughts
not helping me remember that i forgot
to shut the door
