I hate you but i love you

I hate you but i love you
i dont understand
why i cant stop thinking of you

you can be such a jerk
but you can be nice.......
sometimes

you call me names
say mean things
treat me like dirt
just to make me hurt

you joke around with me
you make me laugh
and sometimes you
just try to make me happy

but i wish you would
be nice more often
if only you would just soften