I've always wanted to tell you exactly how i feel,
but its hard because this relationship isn't all that real,
and I'm scared that you will think I'm crazy for feeling this way so soon,
but i always think about US and what you meant to me in June.
June? you should know what I'm talking about,
its the month we started off,
and will we last the months within and out.
now I'm writing a letter to you
to let you know how my heart aches,
aches for the love of the one who my whole life makes.
now I'm sitting here falling and waiting for your call,
I feel sorry for myself too,
but its my fault after all.
and I'm weak because I'm still standing here in the rain,
i don't even care that i may be asking for the pain.
and i remember the things you used to tell me,
and the lies, you are deceiving,
you know those lies that i believed, every word you told me,
and I'm sorry because I'm still not leaving.
at least Not Yet!
