Goodbye.

by Jas   Dec 3, 2004


I sit here
Thinking to myself
What have I done
not to me
but to the people i care about
I've totally made their lives a misery
and made myself a pain
for everyone

So i wonder
what will actually happen
if i left them once and for all
for good
they probably wouldn't care
and be grateful of it
I really want to tell you this
that I really care about you all
And i don't want to do this
But there must be an end to everything
it might not be the end that you
or I
would like

but i guess that's how the cookie crumbles.

Goodbye.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Sam

    REally good poem, i thought it was really touching

  • 19 years ago

    by Alison

    My eyes tingle from the sensation of tears, subsequently involving my eyes to be surrounded by smudged mascara and red circles.
    That was an excellent poem... and I know now that you DO care... I don’t even think I ever really doubted that... I always knew you cared for Lisa... It just confused me a lot... But if you were to harm yourself in anyway, there would be a hell of a lot sad and crying people as a consequence... and I would feel guilty... I don’t know if anything is my fault or not... But I still feel that I'm in someway responsible... As my sister has walked into my room... there are now black lines across my fingers from my petty attempt at making me look as presentable and 'ok' as possible... I'm hoping that you wont do anything 'stupid' to yourself and that you do not turn into someone along the lines of me... you can still turn your friendships around and dig yourself out of your hole of semi or complete depression... I, on the other hand, am, in plain words, trapped, I don’t know what to do or where to go, I have no idea of life, or even an idea of myself... I'm going to write a poem tonight, if I am able to that is, about why I must, inevitably, do this... if I cannot complete anything half good, maybe I will comment again...
    "Until next time.. friend"

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