I have a story to tell the world if you have time to read
It's about a wonderful love that was never quite complete
I'll start from the very beginning if all of you don't mind
Make yourself comfortable cause this will take some time.......
It all begins on a usual note
A fresh day at school with a brand new look
The first time we met wasn't anything special
We didn't even try to start on anything casual
Not a word to each other we just passed on by
Didn't even attempt to say the usual good byes
My first impression wasn't really that deep
She's just a pretty face i thought with nothing to it
I always have this thinking except for my mother apart
A beauty like her will only break boy's heart
I have this feeling i don't know if it's true
I think she doesn't like me very much too
So i steer clear of her way each time we past
Conversations were rare and only seconds it last
She doesn't give a damn about me and so do I
We were just a name in each other's mind
For a year and a half for this way we remained
Throughout these times all i knew of her was a name
Then it happen this day where we starting talking
Against all my expectations the conversations started flowing
She slowly overturn my doubts and proved that i was wrong
She wasn't the unfeeling type of girl that i labeled her all along
Beneath her skin and a face so cold was a girl i never knew
I was so ashamed of myself when i saw what that was real
She wasn't the devil that i thought when i didn't know her well
Now that the veil was finally uncovered she's an angel i can tell
She will creep into my dreamy mind no matter night or day
I don't know when it started exactly but i just can't push it away
When i go to classes behind her i would sit
Admiring her lovely hair becomes a past time bit by bit
It was then that it dawned on me that i had fallen for her deep
In fact i was in love all the time i just didn't knew about it
She's the last thing on my mind before i go to sleep
Morning when i awoke i wished she was mine to keep
All these times my feelings for her i kept it all inside
I was afraid to lose the hope which i held on to so tight
I have the urge the hug her close whenever she was near
My heart was crying out to her if only she could hear
I remember the very first time that i ever held her hand
She was on a pair of blades and fighting hard to stand
I offered my hand out to her and reluctantly she took
The softness of her tender fingers got me immediately hooked
I tried to turn my face away so that she couldn't see
My face was blushing oh so red and how she will laugh at me
How i wished that time will stop at that moment for awhile
Stop at the moment for a second or two when she wore that lovely smile
Bless the man who invented chat for lonely souls to meet
For that's the place where she and me will have memories to keep
She was the only reason that i yearn to go on-line
For that special boxes on the screen belongs to only she and i
It was like a private room where only both of us are there
The world around us will suddenly vanish and she's all that i will care
We talked for hours everyday and sighed when we have to go
How reluctant i was to go i guess she'll never know
She always knew what i wanted to say before i say it out
We had this strange chemistry between us this i do not doubt
I talked to her about everything except my feelings for her
I couldn't take the chance to show when my vision is still so blur
All along she has treated me nothing more than like a friend
My secret love for this special girl might come to nothing in the end
Still i hope with all my might that fate will do its part
That one day she will finally know that it's her i wanna give my heart
But fate has cruel way to show what it can do to a gutless man
It has dealt me with a blow so hard to make me understand
That if you love somebody so deep you gotta let them know
cause you never know that in their heart they too do love you so
I had fallen from a cliff that i was afraid to look below
The ground was just too far away and i was just too scared to know
So before i had reached the bottom i had already grabbed a branch
It saved me from a lonely life but somehow i had a hunch
So i buck up all my courage and took a look way down
I couldn't believe what was there standing right there on the ground
There she was my lovely angel smiling up at me
Waiting quietly on the ground where i couldn't see
If only i had taken a look as i was falling down
I would have known that it was safe to aim straight for the ground.......
