Pain

The pain
The pain is all I feel now
It’s all around me
It engulfs me in its eternal flames
And darkness
It makes me see red
Its keeps me from the truth
Ti makes me succumb to the evil
It’s the reason I do the things I do
The reason why I am the way I am
I have felt so much pain
I have lost so much love and joy
I no longer feel anything but pain
The pain of living day to day
The pain of seeing others fall in love when myself cannot
It drives me mad
It takes me to the point of becoming
A monster
Something that lives to cause nothing but pain
Because itself is in nothing but pain