What would i do?

I'm so blessed to be with you,
you would leave if you only knew
I'm not that great...
not the perfect girl you see...
I'm always falling on my face...
and I just want to be me.

You don't see everything that is wrong, you call me perfect
and it hasn't been that long.
You don't know me all that well
yet you love me so much
and your love is so real.

every night
I sleep and dream of your touch.
I never thought I'd love a guy this much. In the past guys have ripped out my heart ...
If you ever leave it would tear me apart.

You wonder why I'm so afraid to lose you, but I honestly don't know what I would do without you.
Thinking of living without you in my life
brings tears to my eyes,

Being without you would kill me I swear... because what Is life,
If your not there?
I spend day and night,
all I can think of is you...
but if you were gone...
my thoughts would be too.
Please don't ever leave,
I just don't know what I'd do!