I'm a great Actress

I could never find the right words to let you know,
so this is how i will finally let myself grow.
now i can finally tell you.

you love me, i know you do,
but i am so so sorry for the sh**
I'm about to put you through.

i don't love you,
that part you don't know;
maybe i should try to wear the shoe,
to see where this will go.

i could never miss you,
the way i, myself will be missed,
i could never kiss you,
the way you deserve to be kissed.

you were my angel,
i was saved,
i don't need protection anymore,
my life is now paved.

please forgive me,
my cherished friend,
unfortunately, this has to end.

its a shame I'm good at acting.