PAIN

You want to know a story about a girl
who is very depressed
well ill tell you
you have no idea all the s*** shes been through.

by the time she was 3
she was beat black and blue
she was only 3
she didn't deserve such abuse

carrot juice she had to drink she flushed it
and didn't have time to stop and think
he saw her and anger grew in his eyes
cause it she didn't drink

he beat her hard
with his belt he was mad
she didn't like carrots
she didn't want the juice was that bad?

whenever they went to see grandma
he told her to say she fell off the swing
she did what he said
but she didn't understand why he was so mean.

by the time she was 5
her mom was on drugs
so whenever her dad beat her
her mom woud get mad about the blood on the rugs.

by the time she was 7
on her mom he would beat
she could hear her scream through the night
as she would be trying to sleep.

a few months after that he left
so they moved to their grandparents place
after all that she was finally happy
she had a smile across her face.

she didn't go to school before
so when she moved, school she had to start
she was so excited but when she got their the kids
broke her little heart.

everyone was mean to her
she was teased so bad
she would come home crying
but no one really cared she was so sad

by the time she was 10
her mom beat her too
why do they do this
nothing did she do.

by the time she was 11
she started cutting her skin
she had to get the pain out
these feelings deep within

by the time she was 13
she moved far away
she had to leave her best friend in bishop
she just wished she could stay.

by the time she was 13
she started doing drugs
she would go to peoples houses
and pass out on their rugs

a few months later
she met someone that became her best friend
or someone she thought was her best friend
she set her up this friendship and to end.

her best friend took her to a party
she got with this guy
but i guess her friend liked him to
she got mad so she called Damion and told him what to do.

so by this time
she was raped by someone 22 years old
how heartless is that
her "best friends" heart is cold.

by the time she was 14
her new best friend was shot in the head
the only person she loved
was dead

a few months later
her other best friend Brian Hall
hung himself from his shower
she broke down when she got that call.

when she was 15
kill herself she tried
but she got caught
she wished she had died.

she oded at school
someone found her on the floor
they called 911
and rushed her to through the hospital doors

they saved her life
they said she was lucky to be alive
she took 200 pills
then they asked if it was ment to be a suicide?

a month after that she was 15
she was raped again
this time by a 26 year old
god wasn't this a sin?

she was raped and beat
to stop she begged
he pulled out a knife
and stabbed her in the leg

she almost got kidnapped by this guy
but she was able to get away
she kicked out the window
so she wouldn't have to stay

right after the rape
her mom moved her back to bishop where she lived before
she had lived their for about 3 months now
she hated it as much as she hated life
if not more

not long after she moved
her friend said he would come down
she was so excited tell she got that call
he was in a car accident
she couldn't make a sound.

she is now 15
the last rape 3 months ago
we don't know what will happen next
she still wants to kill herself though.

i know its not that good but it took quite some time its all true this is my life but please comment and vote. i love to read what you think.