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by Annah Lynn Dec 4, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
You don't know what it's like to be hurt and be abused you don't know what it's like to feel your being used you don't know what it's like to hold so much pain you don't know what it's like to start to go insane you don't know what it's like to wish that you were dead you don't know what it's like to cut until you've bled you don't know what it's like to hate how you feel you don't know what it's like to wish it wasn't real you don't know what it's like to be in my place you don't know what it's like to wear bruises on your face you don't know what it's like to lose so many friends you don't know what it's like to live a war that never ends you don't know what it's like to be lost and never found you don't know what it's like to be pushed around you don't know what it's like to lie awake and cry you don't know what it's like to never want to try you don't know what it's like to be trapped inside this jail you don't know what it's like to be beaten when you fail you don't know what it's like to never have someone care you don't know what it's like to see your friend hanging there you don't know what it's like to have no one to hold you don't know what it's like to be left out in the cold you don't know what it's like to keep every little mark you don't know what it's like to be left out in the dark you don't know what it's like to wish it wasn't true you don't know what it's like to have no one to go to you don't know what it's like to lose someone so dear you don't know what it's like to live your life in fear you don't know what it's like to hide behind you smile you don't know what it's like to see your blood stains on the tile you don't know what it's like to wish it was your turn you don't know what it's like to watch yourself burn you don't know what it's like to want you end your life you don't know what it's like to always hold a knife you don't know what it's like to tie a rope around your neck you don't know what it's like to end the life you wreck