One Big Mistake

Dear Mom,

See this knife?
Once it hits this skin
That will be the end
Of my life

I never thought
It would come to this
As you would beat me
With your fist

But it serves me right
Because I should be out of your life
I’m sorry I put you through hell
And once you get out, you fall

You don’t care about me
I might as well be dead
I can tell your fed up
With me and my one big mistake

Every time you look at me
I remind you of the rape
The rape my dad did to you
I was one huge mistake

The sad part is
I always disappoint you
I swear to God
I don’t mean too

Don’t worry mom
Ill take away the pain
And the shame
I put a pone you

I know you don’t deserved
What has happened to you
So I get rid of it all
Just for you

It shouldn’t matter anyways
I wasn’t supposed to be born
In the first place
It was just like, a bad porno film

But Ill take away the nightmare
It’s only fair
I choose my death this way
Because I know how much it hurts you

To look at my face
I look like a person
I don’t want too

So mom
I want you to have
A Marry Christmas
And a Happy New Year

Cause this is my gift to you
You don’t need to lift one figure….
Because this is my gift to you

Love you Mom,
Elizabeth

My Darling Daughter Elizabeth,

Marry Christmas
My beautiful daughter
Good morning to you
I hope you have

A wonderful day
And nothing turns to fad
You’re the sweetest kid
Anyone can ask for

I’m so lucky to have you
The best thing your father
Ever did to me
Was give me you as my daughter

You try so hard
To please me in every way
And cry when it
Don’t go right

I got news for you
Sweet child of mine
You make me proud
In every way, every single day

You’re my Christmas gift
And I wouldn’t change that
If I had to die for it
Marry Christmas

Love you always and forever,
XOXO Mom OXOX

Later that night
The mom knocked on the door
She came into the room
And became in a fright
Because her daughter, went to the light

She read the note
And broke into tears
All the fears in her life
Became ever so true

The day after Christmas
She went to her grave
Like she did everyday
And put the card

On the engraved rock
Shocked her daughter
Did death this way

If only she knew
How much she cared
I’m sure it wouldn’t
Turn out this way

d to dther is always
Sitting right there in the dark
Just waiting to see
Her Darling daughter again
Because all of this
Was Just one big mistake