Im not alone

My life is like a court of murder
a lawful lawyer
a misleading pain
and a dying flower..

Although my destiny tells me..
I'm not alone..
i may get beaten up
but I'm still not alone..

todays holiday will be lonely..
but mentally ill know I'm wont..
Christmas will be fall
i wont let my self fall..

we too are alone
but theres always someone there
not physically
but mentally

oh so cold.. this holiday will be
I'm afraid...
i am so afraid
my tears are frozen...

i follow the spirit within me
its taking me to my soul
I'm falling little by little..
i should stop my fatal froze

I'm stupid enough to..
to bring a problem
into something nicely answered
into something with no trouble..

I'm just a person that doesn't think
that doesn't speak
but a person that angers
and drive others crazy

i may be hit
i may be left out
i may be only one
but I'm not alone...