Deeper in quick sand
My smile begins to sink
Fighting the power
I need to hold in
I scream in a distance
No one can hear
No one can see
The blood stained tears
I live to fear
Holding together
My memory weak
Forever in a broken heart
I choose to keep
What if i chose my life
To be something other than this
I need a comfort
A care nothing less
A helping hand
To take me out of this place
Struggling against the walls
Of my own desires
Holding memory's
Burned in a fire
Smoke fogging
A reflection dim
Pasts light
No longer shines
A smile only
Haunts when it finds
A moment to break down
A moment to break threw
A life broken
Living in
A childish nightmare
With hopes all torn
Selfish for it seems
Problems could dry clean
Choices i made
Now turning around
Crying out my name
Caring out my frown
Hidden in a whisper
Of a help i cant hear
Just notice the waterfall
Tearing up my eyes
Look past the empty smile
I'm pretending to harbor
For all but awhile
What if life's mistakes i could change
I don't belong
So far from sweet home
Where my dreams just seem to roam
Along its horizon
Below its painted art
Me and my life
Shall begin to part
