Sorry sister (looking for a better title any thoughts for one?*

I put a gun to me head,
This is it,
No regrets,
I disobeyed me code,
This is the only choice left,
Blast my music,
Lissen to people call me a lunatic,
Why can't all of this s**t make sense?
Not like anything matters anymore.......
The world is just to d***ed cold
And the f**cks out there didn't even know,
They didn't even try to understand,
Just how lonely i am,
Calling me names,
Always saying I'm lame,
Making me cry,
Prob. wanting me to die,
Well at least they'll get there wish.
Pulling the trigger,
To my surprise i let out a small whimper,
Right be for i hear a loud bang,
I look at the door and see my sister,
Be for everything goes black.
I'm still sorry she had to see,
Just how weak.....
I am and always will be.