Do you know what it\'s like to bleed.
Do you know what it\'s like not to suceed.
Or never to be free\'d.
I looked to you for protection.
But instead you hit me like an infection.
Now this hatred for you has had a ressurection.
My life then was hard.
My life now is nothing but scarred.
It\'s harder then hell to look back.
It\'s hard to lead a life when the beginning is black.
My grandma is the one who put me on track.
Can you look me in eyes again.
You could cause you could hit me then.
Now you can\'t look at my face.
Without feeling disgrace.
You said you were drunk when you hit me.
But in fact you were as sober as can be.
I can\'t forgive you for that.
You lost my love and your not getting it back.
You don\'t have a son anymore he\'s dead.
He died when he knew you didn\'t love him in the back of your head.
I was your burden in your life.
I was the reason you didn\'t have any light.
You could have done so much more without him.
And your a burden with skin.
You hold him that you didn\'t want him.
You told him that he was a mistake and now he\'s lost within.
When I was with you I was scared.
That\'s because I knew you never cared.
Days and nights went by.
When I prayed to god that I would die.
Die so I didn\'t have to live this life.
Die so You could have your light.
That\'s what you made me believe.
So can you tell me do you know what it\'s like to bleed.
If so can you tell me why?
If so can you tell me why you didn\'t let me die?
I don\'t want this anymore.
My love for you is dead on the floor.
Do you know what it\'s like to get beaten.
Do you know what it\'s like to be bleeding?
Going to kindergarden class.
Covered in shards of glass.
And being scared to go home.
Being scared to be alone.
Being led to disdain.
Living a life of pain...
