Precious Love Part II (My Farewell)

I tell myself I'll get over it and finally move on,
But I can't seem to get past the fact that you're gone
I live in denial hoping that someday you'll return,
That you'll want me back, and the tides will finally turn.
You were my precious love, but you made me say goodbye
And you didn't seem to care when you caused the love to die.
I want to forget you and just leave it all behind,
So I try my best to keep you off my mind,
But around every corner and on every street,
There's another reminder of the love I can't defeat
When the heat from the sun is the warmth of your embrace,
I'll linger in the cold, alone with my disgrace.
When the satin of my sheets is the silk of your skin,
I'll lie awake, with the memory of my sin
When the evening stars feign the glow of your eyes,
I'll hide inside and curse at the skies
When my dreams portray us together once more,
I'll promise myself not to sleep anymore
When I'm longing for your kiss in the dead of night,
I'll bite my lips with defiance and spite.
When the howling winds are screaming your name,
I'll make myself deaf just to hide my shame.
When you're everywhere I go and everything I see,
I'll damn myself for thinking we were ever meant to be.
When your memory haunts me no matter what I do
I'll kill myself just for loving you