Pool of darkness

by jess   Dec 4, 2004


I am sitting here in a pool of darkness,
afraid to open my eyes.
for i no that if i do,
that i will hear more lies.

poeple arond me laughing joking,
no one seems to care.
all around me having fun,
no one noticing i'm not there.

sitting thinking,
what can i do.
it's not my fault,
i cant open up to you.

no one understands my pain,
although some say they can read me like a book.
but no one cares to try to find,
no one dares take a look.

thinking of all the things that have happened,
going round in my mind.
whizzing round cant take no more,
my sanity trying to find.

where did my life go wrong,
i really do not no.
at the moment all i want,
is to get out of this all time low.

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  • 19 years ago

    by sarah

    hi jess- i can see from your point of view. If it's any help you can talk to me as i dont know you and i wont judge you. i can se from your poems that you have had a lot of bad experiences, please talk to someone they can help. i have not been through some of the terrible experiences that you have been through but i can say that i grew up with an abbusive alcoholic dad. I too wanted the world to end and tried to die many times by slitting my wrists and overdosing. I found it easier talking to someone. i'm not saying forget it and put on a brave face because i know that you canot forget it. please dont end your life- i've said my bit- and i think you are a talented poet- please remember that if you need to talk i'm always here to listen 2 you. take care now, luv sarah x

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