I am a disapointment

by jess   Dec 4, 2004


All my life i have,
disapointed you.
and now my life has turned a corner,
i do not no what to do.

drinking smoking,
laughing away.
is it the real me,
no it is just a mask during the day.

for i not with friends,
and i am away at home.
i sit and think all of the time,
i feel dead and alone.

the world is crashing down around me,
i wish that i would die.
and then everyone would be happy,
and i would not be living this lie.

if only my parents cared,
and would see me as i me.
i wouldn't need a knife for support,
and from this depression i would be free.

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  • 19 years ago

    by RiAh

    I WAS EXACTLY THE SAME AS U. I'D DO THE SAME THINGS 2. JUST KEEP KEEPIN ON. THAT'S WHAT I DO.

  • 19 years ago

    by Idiosyncratic

    again very nice, i like how it tells a story & btw i think you meant crashing (you put crahing) 5/5! thanks for reviewing