Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
I know you know me better then them all
So tell me,
Why did I have to fall so much in love
With someone who doesn’t even know I’m there
Why am I so naïve
How could I possibly believe?
That he would actually care
Yes, we’ve been friends for quite some time
But are these feelings I’m having such a crime?
Maybe I’m stupid, maybe I’m dumb
But I don’t understand where these feelings came from
I can fool a lot of you
But I can’t fool myself…
I just wish you can see
All that you mean to me
But I could never find the words to tell you
When he’s around I feel so happy
All these thoughts make me all jumpy
My stomach hurts when I think about you
And how much I screwed up everything between us two
This is too confusing,
It’s messing with my head
Why did you tell me
All the things that you said
You said that you felt
All the same things
But there was someone else
Someone with more meaning
I didn’t really mind,
Until I gave it much thought
Isn’t love suppose to make you blind?
That’s what I was always taught
Going back in time
Would change everything
But these feelings have always been there
Deep down there, somewhere
My heart is crushed
It’s drowning in tears
How could I vanquish
All of my fears?
I’m scared I might lose you
Not only as a friend
But someone who really cared
Forever, ‘til the end
Things won’t be the same,
I could put money on that
But it’s so hard to explain
Why we can’t be friends again
Maybe I should, maybe I shouldn’t
Could I possibly be this ignorant?
I’m being selfish,
But how could I stop?
I can’t,
Because I’m liking what I’m feeling
I can finally see
When you close your eyes,
Do you think about me?
I think about you
Never did I ever think
These feeling were true
I’m finding it’s not easy
For me to be sorry
Because I don’t regret what I’ve done
I don’t regret my feelings, not one
And I won’t cry
Because as I am looking into his eyes
I can no longer fight this feeling
And I’m starting to realize
That this time, for him, I’ll be waiting
