How can i survive

How can i survive,
when i feel like i'm dead.
how can i survive,
with these thoughts going through my head.

thoughts of life,
and wanting to die.
living this life,
a big old lie.

needing support,
needing you there.
needing you to listen,
needing you to care.

wanting you to give me a hug,
and tell me it will be alright.
i need some support,
not listen to you fight.

i hate the way you argue,
the way you scream and shout.
i really hate my life,
i never get about.

i don't no how long,
i can survive with all this going on.
i really wish that i was dead,
my life is such a con.

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