Lifeless

I stand there bent over a bloody sink, the
blood slowly flowing out of my body. I feel
empty, gone and erased. Nothing matters
anymore. Nothings there anymore. I feel
myself slowly drift away as I lightly fall to
the ground. You stand there in the doorway
staring at me blankly. I ask you if you know
why I have done this to myself, you say
nothing. You just walk away as you have
always done when I was in need. I begin to
not be able to move while all the thoughts of
you are running through my mind. I want you
to see what you have done to me. I don't know
that you do. I float on, then...nothing. I
just sit there lifeless. Heaven is a lie.