Embarrassed by my own mother,
I pushed her out of life,
To to keep in it,
She put up a fight,
She cared so much,
I cared so little,
I thought she was embarrassment,
But she was the most important thing in my life,
She carried me for months,
And she put up with my crap,
She took all my sarcasm,
I just forgot,
I just forgot that she was my mom,
But my spoiled mouth would open,
And out came a sarcasm mark,
I just never thought,
How lucky i was,
To have a mom ,
And to feel loved,
But then that one night,
When i was out with my friends,
My cell kept on ringing,
And it was always her,
I yelled to stop to bother,
I yelled at her to stop,
I gave that sarcasm,
i gave her a remark,
When my friend dropped me off that night,
My night has just ended,
My life turned around,
The found my mom dead,
My mom had a note in her hand,
She said she felt pain ,
In the middle of her chest,
She felt it too bad
i read and received regret,
the note said she called me,
To tell me good bye,
She loved me so much,
She started to cry,
She said that she needed to tell me three words,
She said that she wanted to say I'm her world,
I broke out in tears,
And started to scream,
I only regret but being mean,
I learned to love,
And love while their there,
For tomorrow there gone,
And your left with fear.
