For a friend- *Alicia*

I know it's me you hate,
But take a second and wait.
The things you know aren't the truth,
So get the facts straight.

I love you more than words could explain.
The way you left me,
caused me so much pain.

Nothing in this world could take, your place in my heart.
It was you who i wanted,
to fill the blank from the start.

The reasons were wrong,
When you let me go.
It tore me apart,
But you'll never know.

You thought it was sex,
That I wanted from you.
but it wasn't, that wasn't true.
I just wanted to laugh,
And be around you.

I would be so excited, just to see your face.
I would never let you,
Become erased.
I miss your hugs,
and your pretty face...
Your sense of humor,
And your music taste..

I want you back.
but you say, "never again."
Its you i need,
I haven't been fine, since you left me then.

I'm not what you perceive me as,
A hormone crazed guy.
That only cares about ass..
And always lies.

Thats not me, I'm not like that
And to prove it, I'm willing to go back.
I wish you wouldn't throw me out like that.

I don\\\'t want this to be the end,
I love you so much, therefore this is what I will send.
When you say you have feelings no more,
Its me you leave sore.