So many people know now
That I cut myself to free the pain
I'm sorry I don't know what else to do
You don't know how hard it is to go through a day
Without getting into a fight
Without feeling down
I'm falling so fast and no one seems to notice
no one seems to care
I'm fading into nothingness
I'm hopeless
You can live without me
all I do is screw up
and make things harder for you
no one knows what goes on inside my head
not even me
I'm scared to think of anything
The past seems to consume me
I'm so afraid
Memories make me angry
I didn't fight hard enough for the things to stay the same
Tears in my eyes
As blood appears
My problems just disappear
It's the only way
That I am sorry to say
You try and figure out why
Why blood brings my happiness
You can't understand
That's the problem
This is the end
I only exsist in your minds
Maybe even your hearts
But that's all I am
