My abortion

I went to the clinic,
they told me everyting would be ok.
but seeing the tablets they i had to to use,
i didn't believe a word they say.

under general anathestic,
in a land of dreams.
i felt some pressure on my stomach,
i new it was gone so it seemed.

being brought round,
was the worse bit.
as then it was gone,
and the sadness first hit.

knowing i had killed,
a piece of me.
and in nine months time,
i would have nothing to see.

was it a girl,
was it a boy.
but a teenager could not cope,
a baby is not a toy.

so now my sadness remains,
with me everyday.
and i wish that i was dead,
so i could join my baby far away.

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