You think im upset with the news you had for me but im really not please believe me don't think that im sad cuz im really not i know whats real and unreal im not stupid i don't lay there in my bed thinkin' what if this and what if that i know it isn't healthy so you can stop telling me that it isn't you can stop telling me all this crap i already know don't think im short answering you cuz i feel this way and that way i don't i feel nothin' listen to my words i feel nothin' i know its hard cuz i feel like i can't breath, i can't smile around you ne more, and you're treating me like a little kid quit telling me i don't understand i know ur thinking in that head of yours 'o no she doesn't understand this sh!t im telling her' well you know what im not a little kid ne more and i understand everything your trying to explain no need to explain and im just sick of people saying sorry for no reason if i don't know what the reason for ur apologie is for then your just wasting your time and your breath cuz i understand just get that through your head you are my friend if u were truly a friend to me than you would know i already understand.
This poem is to my friend Bill i already understand all that sh!t so no need to explain and no u don't owe me ne thing as a friend or a person. Im not little and yes im trying to be an adult and im sorry for short answering you ok? its my fault cuz i ono what to say but ok to the things ur tellin' me so please just understand im an adult not a child and im not someone that is stupid and doesn't understand sh!t so yea.
