Not the Way...

I could sit here, write a few lies
But you can see I'm fake, by looking into my eyes
They've gone cold, grey, no emotion behind them
They've lost their sparkle, no longer shining gems

Everything is so wrong, I've lost it all
My grip has weakened, and we're about to fall
Quickly looking down, seeing a pool of tears
Painfully shed, along with your sickening fears

I cannot feel anymore, numb is how I've gone
Nothing has an effect, I refuse to be your pawn
You cannot continue the way you do, taking but never giving
This is not the way I choose to keep on living....