Half a story

A life so lonely
Looking out to the stars
Wishing to be with my baby,
But knowing you’re too far,
Your NOT by yourself,
But in someone else’s arms.

My heart bleeds
Knowing who you’re with
Anger wants to kill her
But what has that to give?

I am the one who pushed you
Pushed you away
Told you to sort your life out
But I didn’t mean in this way.

Thought you could love me
Obviously I was wrong
Surprised I lasted
Dying for so long

Things will change
Living up in the clouds
Looking down I will watch you
Never will I be proud

A knife is my only friend today
Taking me away from this world
Wish you could hear me, so much to say
A note I will leave you
To explain to you my pain
But breaths, I have few

You will find it in my hand,
Read it you must
It will tell you of my heart
And how you broke it with lust.