To whom it may concern
Do you see me?
Cry, While I yearn
For you loving touch
Which I seek
So very, very much
So do you see whats new?
And all this around
Even what you put me through
Everyday after your job
I'm afraid to see your face
Once you turn that knob
Just hoping that you had a good day
And before you walk in
I sit on my knees and pray
Lord please
Is what I say
When I pray on my knees
Let you be happy
I've been as good as I can
And I don't want you to slap me
So when you walk in
I glance over
But don't see that happy grin
Afraid to say something wrong
I stay quiet
And still get the cuss-word song
After all that you say go clean
even when i finish
you don't change, still your mean
You say you forgot something and slap
I hit my head
And fall into a short nap
You then grab me by my hair
Pin me against the wall
And treat me so unfair
Now that my face is filled with liquid red
tears falling
As blood I shed
I still don't understand
Why do you beat me
With your hand
So I try to fight and runaway
Not strong enough
So against the wall I stay
Not one single hit gets weak
But I don't move
Its more blood you seek
It's over now you've stop
But I don't move
Afraid to get another chop
Seconds later I get to my feet
Wash up
And hide under the sheet
Writing a note of my suicide
And of my feelings
That lie deep inside
So before I die
Please read this
And maybe hear a child's cry...