My inner pain

*i wrote this bout family issues, times are hard right now so please comment and vote*

So here i sit
so alone and confused
i feel so lost
so abused and used
i cannot forget those words you said
and the painful way
in which my heart bled
the yelling, tears, drama and fright
keep echoing through my mind
all through the endless night
I'm sorry but i cant forgive
for all the after mass
is making life hard to live
i don't think i can trust you
or look you in the eye
i don't think i can feel the same
is everything just a lie?
my life is too messed up right now
every things upside down
i don't know what to do
in these emotions i will drown
i feel so hurt, betrayed and lost
i don't know how i even get up
and face the daily morning frost
everyday is getting harder to live
I'm drained and weak
all i do is give and give
i dont know how I'll hold on
or even how to get through
but i do know
that trying is the least i can do....