Scared

This was not supposed to happen
I promised myself I would take it slow
I did not want to fall so fast
But I did and now I don’t want it to show

I’m so scared of these feelings
Because I have had them before
Things always seem so perfect
And then go so wrong

Things with you are so great
I don’t want to ruin them
I want to tell you how I feel
But I’m afraid all this will end

Being with you has mad me so happy
But with happiness comes sorrow
And every time something good happens to me
Something goes horribly wrong

You told me you wont hurt me
But so did all the others
I try so hard to trust your words
But I can’t forget my past

I wish I could forget
So I could just be happy
I hate waiting for bad things to happen
It just makes me sad
To think that something could go wrong
When every thing is so right

My feelings for you are so true
But they scare me so much
Just because I don’t want to get hurt
When everything is so great

Since I have been with you
My fake smiles have turned real
And I smile so much when I think of you
That my face hurt by the end of the day

I think about you all day
And I can’t wait for practice to get out
Just so I can see you again

Even though I see you almost everyday
I have never missed someone so much
Sometimes I wish I were still in your school
So I could see you everyday

You’re the only thing I think about all day
And you’re the only person I want to be around when I’m sad
Just being by you puts a smile n my face
And makes all my problems disappear

I have never felt this way about anyone
And I don’t want this feeling to go away
The only thing that bothers me is that
I don’t know how you feel

I know you really like me
But I doubt
That your feelings for me
Are as strong as mine are for you

You’re the best thing that ever happened to me
And I don’t want it to end
Os I’m going to keep these feelings inside
So there’s nothing to ruin the “us”