It's to late

I already made the choice
to fall in love with this sin
it's to late now I'm addicted
I'm ready to do it again

he took me in under his wings and made my life feel whole
he gave me reason to keep on living and meaning to my heart and soul

he took me away from all i know
its to late to turn back now i already let go

i let go of the rest of the world
i let go of you
i let go of all i had
and everything that i knew

I'm sorry that i forgot about you
and made you want to die
but i cant life without happiness and I'm only happy when I'm on a high

i hide away from the gauntlet of piercing stares that line my way
hoping I'll be able to make this right and live again someday

I'm sorry i had to leave you but please don't follow me
if you ever got caught in this madness i could only blame me

after just one there's no way out
and you seem to forget what life is really about

i miss you so much everyday
but to live this life now is the only way

i never wanted it to be life this
i never knew it could go so wrong i never knew that the hurt and pain could ever exist for so long

but now its to late for me to start over
I'm sinking inside of my lower and lower

i wish i could help you make sense of this i wish i could make you understand that i don't want to drag you in, to this tormenting quick sand

I love you