You attempt to look me in the eyes
everytime we attempt to fight
but nothing ever comes out right
not to me anyway...
A sickening silence in my head
keeps pushing me down instead
You can't save me i am already dead
I gave up on you a long time ago
Your so perfect while I'm so vile
mom, I have put on these shoes and walked the million miles
It took to get to your heart
I tried to get to you in every way
but instead you pushed me away
You push and you brake me down
now don't you see why my heart is bent and wound
I push harder everytime I fail
just to see you dissapproving behind the walls!
I throw my hands up in the air
you drive me crazy
but i know that you don't care
now i know why
daddy wants to leave you so
i wouldn't blame him if he packed up and left us in the cold...
I have put on these shoes and walked a million miles
the miles it took to get to your eyes
all of the things you said
all the lies
I'm blaming you for these broken times..
