My tears are burning as they flood out my eyes
I cant remember just how many times Ive cried
and clenching my heart as the pain intensifies
and wearing a smile as the soul inside me died
feeling so unworthy as everyone around me lied
the razors have dulled with all the pressure i applied
through all the hard times Ive experienced true shit
ill shoot the next man who says just through it
and the pounding in my head is just making me mad
and my moms preaching to me telling me that your bad
truth be told; your the best, i know i ever had
the things that they say about us really makes me sad
and the hurt in my heart is making me obsess
about needing to hurry and fix all this mess
everyone around me couldn't care less
and they really cant see that I'm trying my best
staring at the walls and talking to the mirror
soon in time, just reciting gray fear
fear of the black and lack of the blood
you've become a great mess, downsized by the flood
all that you missed when you left me shadowed
like you didn't care and nothing else mattered
but I'm not nothing and i was hoping that you cared
cause of all the truly heart breaking memories we shared
then you forgot that i existed while i was unprepared
i soon found myself in the dark and broke
I've grown to like the fear and happy is a joke
i want to be like you, your fascinating to my soul
I'm sick of being hated...i wanted to feel whole
your pains are so much harder, i can still hear your moaning
my angel, your so amazing, will you ever stop your groaning? pick up your cross and run..away
drop to your knees and Angel...pray
close your eyes and fall asleep it all goes by, faster then it seems
i cannot wait for our new beginning
together, our new love, where we can go on living
i see you cray and dry your tears
i hope you know I'm always here
ill always love you, my crimson baby
please dry my tears, and ANGEL...SAVE ME
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to tell someone there ugly, to be inconrol of things, to love and conquer hate, to be the queen of kings...you think your right, i know your wrong, and in time you will see, theres no one in this hell whole, that can be judged by me
(thats a quote, by me, why do people think that they have the RIGHT to even think about judging others, as if their somthing specail?)
